Filled with Lust

In my early 40’s I began to dabble in alternative lifestyles I was a traditional woman. I grew up in a very traditional family and of course reflected those values. I married 2 traditional men and cheated on both of them because quite frankly I became bored. I met my current cuckold husband on a dating site.

The one difference with my new husband was he wanted me to explore my sexuality. Of course I wanted to please him. He was probably different then most men in that he got off on me having sex with other men. As we began to explore my own Dominant tendencies came to flourish. I began to realize I had always been dominate but it was more in a subtle ways. For example I had always controlled the finances in my two previous marriages and made more money then either of my husbands and this allowed me to control them. If you want to know who has the power in the relationship then find out who controls the money. Not who makes it, but who has the check book.

My current husband and I began to gravitate toward Hotwifing. He controlled our sexual escapades with other men and of course I performed like a good little hot wife. As we were exploring I discovered cuckolding. He was not that interested at first but he was slowly drifted my way. One day he told me he wanted to see me with a well hung man. I thought to myself who am I not to give this man what he wants. I of course had no objections to this and up until this point he was the one who set up all the other men we played with. I guess looking back he was under the illusion of control because he would find men that I enjoyed and he knew what I liked.

I met a man online and set up our first meeting. He was great, handsome, big cock, loved playing with hot wives, had no problem with hubby watching and all was good. Well I discovered my lover was into cuckolding and I would subtly suggest things to my husband but he was biting. Hubby enjoyed watching but he really didn't get off on the idea of cream pies or preparing my lover orally.

I did get hubby to try being a sub and allow me to be the Mistress. This worked ok but he would not submit himself to me emotionally. Physically he would do all the correct things that I ordered him to do but I could still feel him holding back. It was his male ego. He enjoyed everything we were doing but he did not want to give up control. I realized this was a defense mechanism for him as well. Not only was it a control issue but it was an emotional one. In my hubbies previous relationships he had always controlled the women sexually. By controlling the situation he was able to control his own emotions and I guess deep down protect him. For women one of the best facts about a cuckold relationship is the feeling of your cuckold his given you all of himself. Very few women in all types of marriages can actually say this. Most men hold something back.

Well cuckolding is a process that both the husband and the wife go through and change. It’s not about fucking other men. It is about the psychological and emotional changes that the couple go through and the new roles that they develop in the marriage. I was changing and so was he but I had to get him to take the next step and submit everything to me.

I discussed some things with my lover who was all for it. We used to meet him at a hotel because he lived out of town. One meeting hubby and I got the room and we decided to do a little foreplay. I was the Mistress and he was the sub. I got my hubby all aroused and excited about me getting a big cock. This time though I went further and told my hubby he was going to suck my lover and get him ready for my pussy. He was knelt down on the floor as I towered over him with a riding crop. He didn’t say anything so I whacked his ass and said “aren’t you slave”. He let out a whimper and softly said “yes maam”. I knew that this was the beginning of something new and did not want to push so I ordered him on his knees and made him lick my pussy as a reward. Fortunately my lover showed up shortly after and hubby was already in a state of cucky angst.

I ordered hubby to his chair in the corner and told him he could touch himself but no cumming. This is an important point ladies especially for new cuckolds.

(Once they cum the male ego comes back and they want to take control again. When they are in the state of cucky angst without cumming they are all yours. DO NOT LET THEM CUM UNTIL YOU AND YOUR LOVER ARE DONE THEN YOU REWARD THEM WITH CUMMING!!!! If they do cum before your finished punish them immediately before the ego comes back and then get them excited again.)

My lover and I went to the bed and made out while hubby watched. I slid down the bed and took out his big cock and made eye contact with my hubby. I began sucking it slowly teasing him getting my husband all worked up as he watched. I could see my hubbies dick was hard and as I looked over I ordered him to come get on the bed with us. He got close to me and I just pushed my lovers big cock to his lips. He opened his mouth and I shoved his head down on it ordering him to suck it. I made him suck it for a few minutes and then ordered him back to his chair. Again timing is important and we had taken the first step and I did want to push it too far.

My lover proceeded to fuck me silly. After he came inside me he rolled off and there I laid with my legs spread with a nice cream pie pussy staring right at hubby. I pointed at him and motioned for him to come to the bed. He went to get on top of me to fuck me. This was his usual reward. This time though I stopped him and pushed his head down to my pussy and told him the job was not finished. He obeyed me and stuck his head between my legs. At first I could feel his lips just kissing the top of my pussy and he was only licking very lightly around my lips. I knew he was trying avoid the cum. So I grabbed the back of his head and shoved his face into it and fucked his mouth like crazy. To my surprise it drove me wild and I had the most intense orgasm I had ever had in my life. I am a squirter and between squirting and the cum my hubbies poor face soaked. He looked like he had gotten a shower in it.

I pulled him onto me and we made love like we had never done before. It was so intense my lover even commented later he had never seen anything so erotic in his life. Of course my lover was so excited he fucked me again right after hubby finished. If was the emotional break through that both of us needed. After that night he was a cuckold and I was a Cuckoldress. In our day to day life hubby can still be dominate at times and I enjoy it. He is my life partner and we are equal partners but sexually I am in complete control of him and my lover controls me. I hope this helps.

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